Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

I just wished we never met

So I won't be feeling so broken now

I don't know what is it that we both want. You wanna lead your very happy life & I want my happy life & be with you. I mean, not the status but as long as we're close like sardines, I won't mind. I've decided, I won't ever ever try the next time 'cos I know you can't be bothered, you won't try. Why should I always be the one trying when you're not doing anything. I'm giving up, I'm letting go. Maybe she's the one for you, she's the one you want all the time. She might be the one replacing her. Don't ask me not to be sensitive cos I am. I've always been this way, nothing changes. Don't ask me not to ask why 'cos I've more than one why to ask you, but I refused to.

It's the pain you caused that I'm feeling. You never thought of how I felt hur? You never wonder how is it gonna be like. & jay reminds me of you so bad ): I've stopped being jay-siao 'cos I don't wanna be reminded of you & the pain. Jay stopped singing to me during recess, your name stopped appearing in my cell screen, tears start flowing & never end. I keep telling myself not to give up but looking at the situation now, I can't.

I'm shattered into million pieces & you don't know, you don't care.

I'm lost, come back to me.
I'm stuckedd here, save me.
Life's a bitch without you now ):

REPLIES
steph } hey love, thanks a lot yeah! :D Cheer up too aights! Talk again soon <3

alvina } thanks dear, for the talk. Hah love you <3

chanel } I know you love me & I know you make an effort to tell me that everyday by abusing me & commenting here :D I know I know, don't deny bestaye. I love you too <3

steff } yeah you too

UOYEVOLI } love, thanks alot yes? We needa talk soon ok. I still got a lot to tell you lahhhhhhhhhh :)

xue* } I miss CHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW too! :D Hahah please peep in to mrs annie ong's homeroom whenever you walk pass cos everytime chanel & I look at you, wanting to be nice & say hi, you never look in ): Hahah, we're sitting right at the back lah :D

michelle } hello <3

joanna } beloved i've got more than alot to tell you now ): talk real soon ok.

Now all you can do is to say
don't think too much.
):

; stick with you